Me n My little wogok.....hahaaha..~What laa wogok??? Huhu~ I dont think I look like a wogok lerr... Even better looking than a wogok. hahahahahaha......~
Sunday, October 7, 2007
My Favourite Picture
Me n My little wogok.....hahaaha..~What laa wogok??? Huhu~ I dont think I look like a wogok lerr... Even better looking than a wogok. hahahahahaha......~
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Monday, September 24, 2007
A disaster
It was such a disaster for me today. It's the day she went out to the church together with her friends. Well, I know that a disaster will going to happen. Early in the morning she texted me asking whether she should go or not, i told her that she can go but the possibility for us to be together is very2 little. then, she told me that she doesn't want to go but then I told her that I won't go if she dosn't want to go.
At last she went out. At first I really don't want her to go coz i know something will happen...for sure...coz i can predict the future sometimes. When I do lots of planning, I can see a slight future for it. I let her go becoz I scared if I wont let her go her all of her friends will blame me for doing that. Afterall her friends probably want her to go too. As long she is happy I dont mind. She sent a sms to me last night that she will go together with her friends. OK, I dont mind at all afterall we've going out together so many times already.
I've been attacked by that Brian again when he saw her. He smiled and said to me "Hah lewis, Ni pasti pergi dating nanti nie...hehe." I was so angry because there were lots of people at the bus stop. Why cant everybody give me a break for me and her? Why can't everybody give a room and privacy to both of us? Why is everybody want to know about our relationship? Are they jealous or what? Why cant they themselves go and look for one? I got her becoz of my hardwork and someone is trying to ruin everything down. I got no mood already when I was in the bus. Even in the church I paid no attention to the priest at all. I was thinking and worrying about her coz i know something will happen later. I know she will face the same problem like what I faced just now. I was so...so...out of my mind.
If i pulled her to me, her friends will say something bad again about her. I pity her so I just her to go together with her friends. Let me take the blame because I love her a lot!
The disaster started when we were at the Lot66 where we didnt sit with each other. I walked passed her, I just smiled at her coz I'm happy if she likes it that way. She can come to me anytime she wants, i'll welcome her to sit by my side. But she just continue sitting with the group of girls. I'm of coz so shy to go there where there're lots of girls.
Then I saw she and her friends going somewhere out from the Lot66, she walked passed me, she didnt even look at me. she 'sms' me after I asked her where she was going. She told me that she was going to Megamall. I didnt follow her coz she'd told me that she will go together with her friends. But then Vanessa and her friends kept looking at me as if want to check whether I'm going to follow her or not. I didnt move from my sit. I knew that they will say something bad about me. Fine! Just say laa... I dont mind!
When I wanted to go back, i felt a little bit weird. I felt something thats not right. Honestly I really miss her and we shouldnt separate from each other. Then, I texted her and ask whether she wanted to follow me or not , but she said no need! And told me that her friends said that I'm 'Useless'. Alright, fine! She probably agreed with it till she switched off her handphone. She angry? I sms her a lot but cant get her replies. Then, I went back home disappointedly.
In the evening, she sms me and told me that her handphone had a low batt thats why she cant receive my calls and my sms. I was no mood at that time, then I purposely switch it off. That night, I felt so sorry for her. I started to miss her. I went to get a car and went out to buy smash potato for her. I knew that she will be very sad. I know that she really love me very much... so, do I. Even this incident happened, I still miss her. Frankly saying, I really love her too. I met her. To my surprise, she begged me not to be angry anymore. I really feel sorry for her.
Bie BIe,
Actually, I was not angry with you coz I know it's not your fault too. You told me that you cried just because of me and I felt so sorry to you. I won't do that anymore. I thought you were angry with me, but still I know that you wont do that to me right? Just want you to know that... I really love you so much that I can't easily hurt your feeling. I will love you always de...
I'm so sorry that I made you cry. Actually I was not angry with you. I was just so sad and disappointed that I cant go out with you coz usually we will go out together right? So sad because I miss you a lot... I was so touched when you said that actually you wanted to go out together with me, and me too...I really want to go out with you too but dont know why this happen to us. I promise you that next time we will be TOGETHER whenever we go, OK Bie bie?
I promise you that I'll not going to let this happen to us again, ok? And you must promise me that you must not cry for me ok? Whatever happen to me... or even I die...please dont cry for me... because...
I ALWAYS LOVE YOU ---<@
Love,
Loey
At last she went out. At first I really don't want her to go coz i know something will happen...for sure...coz i can predict the future sometimes. When I do lots of planning, I can see a slight future for it. I let her go becoz I scared if I wont let her go her all of her friends will blame me for doing that. Afterall her friends probably want her to go too. As long she is happy I dont mind. She sent a sms to me last night that she will go together with her friends. OK, I dont mind at all afterall we've going out together so many times already.
I've been attacked by that Brian again when he saw her. He smiled and said to me "Hah lewis, Ni pasti pergi dating nanti nie...hehe." I was so angry because there were lots of people at the bus stop. Why cant everybody give me a break for me and her? Why can't everybody give a room and privacy to both of us? Why is everybody want to know about our relationship? Are they jealous or what? Why cant they themselves go and look for one? I got her becoz of my hardwork and someone is trying to ruin everything down. I got no mood already when I was in the bus. Even in the church I paid no attention to the priest at all. I was thinking and worrying about her coz i know something will happen later. I know she will face the same problem like what I faced just now. I was so...so...out of my mind.
If i pulled her to me, her friends will say something bad again about her. I pity her so I just her to go together with her friends. Let me take the blame because I love her a lot!
The disaster started when we were at the Lot66 where we didnt sit with each other. I walked passed her, I just smiled at her coz I'm happy if she likes it that way. She can come to me anytime she wants, i'll welcome her to sit by my side. But she just continue sitting with the group of girls. I'm of coz so shy to go there where there're lots of girls.
Then I saw she and her friends going somewhere out from the Lot66, she walked passed me, she didnt even look at me. she 'sms' me after I asked her where she was going. She told me that she was going to Megamall. I didnt follow her coz she'd told me that she will go together with her friends. But then Vanessa and her friends kept looking at me as if want to check whether I'm going to follow her or not. I didnt move from my sit. I knew that they will say something bad about me. Fine! Just say laa... I dont mind!
When I wanted to go back, i felt a little bit weird. I felt something thats not right. Honestly I really miss her and we shouldnt separate from each other. Then, I texted her and ask whether she wanted to follow me or not , but she said no need! And told me that her friends said that I'm 'Useless'. Alright, fine! She probably agreed with it till she switched off her handphone. She angry? I sms her a lot but cant get her replies. Then, I went back home disappointedly.
In the evening, she sms me and told me that her handphone had a low batt thats why she cant receive my calls and my sms. I was no mood at that time, then I purposely switch it off. That night, I felt so sorry for her. I started to miss her. I went to get a car and went out to buy smash potato for her. I knew that she will be very sad. I know that she really love me very much... so, do I. Even this incident happened, I still miss her. Frankly saying, I really love her too. I met her. To my surprise, she begged me not to be angry anymore. I really feel sorry for her.
Bie BIe,
Actually, I was not angry with you coz I know it's not your fault too. You told me that you cried just because of me and I felt so sorry to you. I won't do that anymore. I thought you were angry with me, but still I know that you wont do that to me right? Just want you to know that... I really love you so much that I can't easily hurt your feeling. I will love you always de...
I'm so sorry that I made you cry. Actually I was not angry with you. I was just so sad and disappointed that I cant go out with you coz usually we will go out together right? So sad because I miss you a lot... I was so touched when you said that actually you wanted to go out together with me, and me too...I really want to go out with you too but dont know why this happen to us. I promise you that next time we will be TOGETHER whenever we go, OK Bie bie?
I promise you that I'll not going to let this happen to us again, ok? And you must promise me that you must not cry for me ok? Whatever happen to me... or even I die...please dont cry for me... because...
I ALWAYS LOVE YOU ---<@
Love,
Loey
Walking in the City
Well, Bie Bie had decided to follow me to KL on this date 3.9.2007. And of coz I felt so happy that day coz i can spend the whole day 24 hours together with her.
We went out to the bus stop in front and had a little chat while waiting for the bus. Then we were in the bus after waiting for an hour. The feeling is so wonderful. Can't believe that the girl beside me is Bie Bie. Well, the most important thing is 'she' is Bie Bie!!! And not other girl...
In the bus, dark... we sat quietly and were planning to sleep. I can't even have a nap or close my eyes. Probably too excited, huhu~ Well, she was fast fallen asleep. It's the first time I saw the person that I really love sleeping right in front of me. It made myself so 'excited' too by watching her sleeping comfortablely. And once again the feeling was so great that I've told myself that, I'm not regret to be with her. She looks so pretty in the dark. The more I looked at her I can sensed that my love for her was getting stronger and stronger that I couldn't let her go. I dared myself to grab her hand, juz dunno why I did it. I guess I started falling in love with her more seriously this time. I can sensed the warmth from her hand through mine. Saying in the heart, I'll protect her...always... A little bit closer to her starting from now on.
Arrived at KL, I brought her to have a roti canai as 'alas perut'. This is the first time she went to KL for a holiday trip. The most important is that, the one who accompany her is ME. I felt so lucky indeed. Then we sat for a rest at the Puduraya Terminal letting the time passes. Soon it's 6.30am, I showed her where is the Petaling Street before heading to KL central. She looked so tired. But what making me worried was she might probably tried to hide it from me coz actually I felt tired too, and sleepy. I slept for a while at the KL Central and managed to snap my favourite photo together with her. Her smile was so sweet, well she looks so pretty in that photo. We felt like lovers. I can see that we are getting closer and closer.
I brought her to the Petronas Twin Tower, the one which she kept on mentioning it to me that she wanted the twin tower. All the while, I thought her was just joking with me. I almost bought her the key chain but since she got the 'nu' key chain. I won't buy it for her. So, I planned to bring her to the REAL Petronas Twin Tower. I'm glad that she was so touched and happy when she arrived that KLCC and managed to enjoy the twin tower's view which she desired for a long time.
Then, we went to Mid Valley, Low Yat Plaza and Sungei Wang for dinner. I hope she still remember the way. Huhu~ It was the heavy rain which stopped us from going out to the Bukit BIntang Street, BB Plaza and the Lot 10. Hmm...luckily I brought along my umbrella but she didnt! Haiyaaa... Well, it's so romantic walking in the rain. Haha... Then, we headed to the KL Sentral as we cant go anyway that night but it's ok coz it made me get closer to her. We chatted the whole night at the KL Sentral and at the Puduraya Bus Terminal. That night while we chatted at the bus terminal I noticed that she's really cute. Her jokes cant make me stop smiling. I really like her very2 much. She can make me happy felt someone is backing me up everytime, so I'll not going to feel lonely...anymore.
While on the way back to UMP, she again put her head on my shoulder. She was sleeping soundly beside me. I can feel the warmth of her body as I held her hand tightly to mine. As if i won't let her go. I leaned my head on hers. I really start to love her as the feeling is getting stronger. I kissed her forehead just wished that her understand that I really love her so much... I kept my palm on hers till we reached UMP.
I started to LOVE her...
We went out to the bus stop in front and had a little chat while waiting for the bus. Then we were in the bus after waiting for an hour. The feeling is so wonderful. Can't believe that the girl beside me is Bie Bie. Well, the most important thing is 'she' is Bie Bie!!! And not other girl...
In the bus, dark... we sat quietly and were planning to sleep. I can't even have a nap or close my eyes. Probably too excited, huhu~ Well, she was fast fallen asleep. It's the first time I saw the person that I really love sleeping right in front of me. It made myself so 'excited' too by watching her sleeping comfortablely. And once again the feeling was so great that I've told myself that, I'm not regret to be with her. She looks so pretty in the dark. The more I looked at her I can sensed that my love for her was getting stronger and stronger that I couldn't let her go. I dared myself to grab her hand, juz dunno why I did it. I guess I started falling in love with her more seriously this time. I can sensed the warmth from her hand through mine. Saying in the heart, I'll protect her...always... A little bit closer to her starting from now on.
Arrived at KL, I brought her to have a roti canai as 'alas perut'. This is the first time she went to KL for a holiday trip. The most important is that, the one who accompany her is ME. I felt so lucky indeed. Then we sat for a rest at the Puduraya Terminal letting the time passes. Soon it's 6.30am, I showed her where is the Petaling Street before heading to KL central. She looked so tired. But what making me worried was she might probably tried to hide it from me coz actually I felt tired too, and sleepy. I slept for a while at the KL Central and managed to snap my favourite photo together with her. Her smile was so sweet, well she looks so pretty in that photo. We felt like lovers. I can see that we are getting closer and closer.
I brought her to the Petronas Twin Tower, the one which she kept on mentioning it to me that she wanted the twin tower. All the while, I thought her was just joking with me. I almost bought her the key chain but since she got the 'nu' key chain. I won't buy it for her. So, I planned to bring her to the REAL Petronas Twin Tower. I'm glad that she was so touched and happy when she arrived that KLCC and managed to enjoy the twin tower's view which she desired for a long time.
Then, we went to Mid Valley, Low Yat Plaza and Sungei Wang for dinner. I hope she still remember the way. Huhu~ It was the heavy rain which stopped us from going out to the Bukit BIntang Street, BB Plaza and the Lot 10. Hmm...luckily I brought along my umbrella but she didnt! Haiyaaa... Well, it's so romantic walking in the rain. Haha... Then, we headed to the KL Sentral as we cant go anyway that night but it's ok coz it made me get closer to her. We chatted the whole night at the KL Sentral and at the Puduraya Bus Terminal. That night while we chatted at the bus terminal I noticed that she's really cute. Her jokes cant make me stop smiling. I really like her very2 much. She can make me happy felt someone is backing me up everytime, so I'll not going to feel lonely...anymore.
While on the way back to UMP, she again put her head on my shoulder. She was sleeping soundly beside me. I can feel the warmth of her body as I held her hand tightly to mine. As if i won't let her go. I leaned my head on hers. I really start to love her as the feeling is getting stronger. I kissed her forehead just wished that her understand that I really love her so much... I kept my palm on hers till we reached UMP.
I started to LOVE her...
Friday, August 24, 2007
Taking a girl out
Taking a girl out is totally hard. I experienced it with Bie Bie. About sometimes I was so touched when she understands me and wiling to go out with me.
I felt so sorry to her sometimes. As if I was forcing her to go out with me. I want to take this oppurtunity to go out with her since I got the chance already. I was so lonely for the past few years and I was like waiting for her for 2 years just to go out with her.
But, she always says 'It's ok', that's make me more, more sorry for her as if she was keeping the feeling inside so that I can't see it.
(I'm so sorry Bie bie, but I really want to be with you coz u can always make me relax and happy)
I'm taking her to KL for a walk during this coming 1 week holiday. I'm going to make it real good and the best moment ever made by myself.
Hopefully she can go...
(Yeah, she will go with me!!!)
I felt so sorry to her sometimes. As if I was forcing her to go out with me. I want to take this oppurtunity to go out with her since I got the chance already. I was so lonely for the past few years and I was like waiting for her for 2 years just to go out with her.
But, she always says 'It's ok', that's make me more, more sorry for her as if she was keeping the feeling inside so that I can't see it.
(I'm so sorry Bie bie, but I really want to be with you coz u can always make me relax and happy)
I'm taking her to KL for a walk during this coming 1 week holiday. I'm going to make it real good and the best moment ever made by myself.
Hopefully she can go...
(Yeah, she will go with me!!!)
An accidentally outing trip
It was an unplanned outing trip that Sunday. I told her that I wanted to go out for lunch since I woke up late in the afternoon. She agreed and brought in 3 other friends. We Went to Kuantan because I wanted to take some of the photostate books from a shop.
We went to Megamall and to my amaze, lot's of people there and we were so cautious because we don't want to let anybody about us going out together. But end up with Octovia and the guy in front of us in the Ayamas. What da... We moved...
Went to the Mamak shop to eating. That's better. No one's there. There, i noticed that she's really cute. I like the way she stares at me and i like to look at her too. She's so, so...dont know how to say but she really makes me feel like want to protect her and always be with her. Really can't imagine that she got someone to ask her out for a movie. Hmm... looks like I'm going to have someone to compete. Hmm... why she is so, so been 'liked' by anybody? Well, I guess I'm so lucky now. I shouldn't and mustn't lose her. I won't lost to other people. I've tried so hard already. Should I give up? No! It's a year already and we have gone so far already...
(Bie Bie, you must help me too k? I don't want to lose you too...)
Like usual, I like to go shopping with her. The feeling is so nice and wonderful. Well, she bought a small piece of cake for me. :) But, what I love the most is the moment we shared an ice-cream together. The feeling's like err...hmm... wonderful and unbelievable!
(Don't know how to explain the feeling. Huhu~)
We went to Megamall and to my amaze, lot's of people there and we were so cautious because we don't want to let anybody about us going out together. But end up with Octovia and the guy in front of us in the Ayamas. What da... We moved...
Went to the Mamak shop to eating. That's better. No one's there. There, i noticed that she's really cute. I like the way she stares at me and i like to look at her too. She's so, so...dont know how to say but she really makes me feel like want to protect her and always be with her. Really can't imagine that she got someone to ask her out for a movie. Hmm... looks like I'm going to have someone to compete. Hmm... why she is so, so been 'liked' by anybody? Well, I guess I'm so lucky now. I shouldn't and mustn't lose her. I won't lost to other people. I've tried so hard already. Should I give up? No! It's a year already and we have gone so far already...
(Bie Bie, you must help me too k? I don't want to lose you too...)
Like usual, I like to go shopping with her. The feeling is so nice and wonderful. Well, she bought a small piece of cake for me. :) But, what I love the most is the moment we shared an ice-cream together. The feeling's like err...hmm... wonderful and unbelievable!
(Don't know how to explain the feeling. Huhu~)
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